Thursday, March 11, 2010
I feel so overwhelmed by life right now like I just want to run away from it all. My new found dad doesn't want anything to do with me, my husband keeps coming up with more ideas then I can keep up with and it scares me, I feel bored with life and unmotivated to do anything, people irritate me by assuming things and they do things that hurt me and they don't even know it! I just want to run away for a few days so I can get a completely new perspective on life. I miss grandma and I am tired of everyone dying. I just want to scream. I feel like everything has been falling around me all at once and I don't know what to do with it. I feel stuck and like no one could possibly understand. I feel bad for feeling bad because everybody elses lives seem so much worse then mine. That is it. Okay maybe not but for now.